August 07, 2012
do better by you
after years of trying not to be a "big deal", i am now self confident enough to say "hey! i'm cranky! take care of me damn it!" it works much better then my old habits. you know, locking those feelings way deep deep down in the bottom of my soul where they boil, finally spilling over into a bigger, darker mess.
this week has been tough. but carson took me out for wine and ice cream and we watched PARKS AND REC until my ice cream gut hurt.
next week, carson and i celebrate 5 years together. we're continuing to learn, gain trust and confidence from each other every day. it makes the tough days memorable, because he's there to listen and see me through them.
hope you're week is kicking off alright and that you can put your trust in the people who love you. and in ice cream.
[these shoots are from a camping trip we took way the heck back in 2008. so glad i'm obsessive about snapping up those memories...]